Why does my life suddenly feel like it is finally falling into place? Feels magnificent. I’m so happy lately. High school is wrapping itself up.. We’re on the home stretch.. One more semester and I’m done! Graduated, and moving on to bigger and better things, like starting the beginning to the rest of my life. Of course there are still little things bringing me down every now and again, but that’s just part of it all. We all need a little negative karma to weigh out the good, to remain balanced. It amazes me that kids, and teenagers alike, or all down for the count. That they could so easily doom themselves into depression and force themselves to stay there. Just look at it this way.. It’s only bad now, to weigh out all the good that’s yet to come. That glass that everyone talks about is half full. Or maybe just partially filled. You have so much of your life left to live. And if you can’t live it for yourself, live it for the people that love you. You may think that no one out there loves you, but I guarantee there is at least someone. And if you still feel there is no one, make it a goal to put someone there. Whether it be a parent, best friend, or even a partner, let the people in that will love you for the very reason that you are you. And once you find that person, do not let them go. If they threaten to leave, pull them in tighter. If they fall out on accident, find them, and rope them back in. Because once you find the people you wish to hold closest, you’ll see how truly beautiful life is. I mean look at me. Only about a month into a growing relationship with a guy I feel I’ve known my whole life. He alone, is enough to keep me feeling alive. I feel like I never want to let him go. Simply putting my feelings into words, gets me tongue-tied, and struggling to find words. He’s the cutest damn thing that I ever did see. It’s like I can’t even fall asleep at night unless i hear him say goodnight. I don’t know, but something about this boy has me finding hope in all kinds of places. And I kind of really like it. :)