I’m not ready for you to leave yet. I’m not ready to be alone. You know it terrifies me. I know you’ll come home often but I like the thought that if I ever needed you or wanted to see you, I could just drive to wherever you were. I’ll never last night go, you saw a piece of me that I never show anyone. You saw me weak, and unguarded.. Tuesday will be my least favorite day in the entire world. Even though it’s one of my favorite holidays. This distance will pull us together, I know it will. The only thing I could do is keep myself as busy as possible. College, work, parties, whatever it takes. I will keep my promise, even if it kills me. Because I love you. And it’s too early to be worried about our future. Yet I believe in us. I hope you believe in us as well. Don’t ever forget about me, because I could never forget about you. I love you, pumpkin. See you soon.